*The Princess’s On9 Diary*

Shehirra’s Pic
~This is my niece’s pic during her kindergarten concert last year..d name of d english private kdgarten is Q-Dees in kepong,kl.I put dis photo in my bedroom 2 remind me not 2 broke any promise anymore,especially to a kid like her.She phoned me hundred tymes 2 tell me n invite me to d concert n i rd promised her dat i’ll join her parents watching her p4mance..But,when d real day came,I totally 4got about it..perhaps bcoz of d tight schedules in UKM..it was during my exam n i was still bz wit my website project 4 dr.nackeeran,dat got me totally 4got bout her p4mance..Neway, i went 2 her house in kl wit my love n gave her present.. Phew~~Luckily, she was not sulking at me..so,that’s d pic of her p4mance day..:) i’ll try my best 2 attend ur next concert,this year,syira..xoxoxo…

Kapal
~This may look like an ordinary kapal but it is so meaningful 2 me for dis is from my dad as a present or souvenir. He knows how I like d same kapal like dis that he placed in his bedroom,so,he bought me one during her vacation. tq dad..xoxoxo

Sneakers 
~Usually,i dun prefer sneakers but recently i began wearing it n feeling com4table in it. I used 2 get so addicted to sneakers when i was in school but i choose wedges, flats, etc when i’m in UKM. Recently,i began wearing sneakers again after my bro keep askin me to wear sneakers like i used to in school..dunno wuts wrong wit him..:) and he bought me one of those in d pics as a prsent.i got a few more at home but i’ll not bring it to ukm la..its gonna make my room too crowded n messy! hehe..

PC
~This LG PC is my 1st pc..it’s absolutely at home now..even tho we have new pc n i hve a laptop now,i still like using dis old pc wit lotsa luv..hehe ..yeah,dis is my 1st tool dat connect me worldwide n gave me experiences in IT..

Wallets
~My wallets remind me of mom..bcoz she was d one who bought me d wallets. It was few years ago dat she bought these but i am still using it..especially d 1st one. Mom bought me these in 2006 and even tho dah rosak,i’ll still keep it..however, these wallets r still in a gud condition until now..tq mom..i love u n wanna hug u again..hehe..xoxoxo

Small but Big Bag..
~The LV bag is just a memory to me now..its not that it was being stolen or kna ragut but…i lost it..it was my fault..i left d small bag in a fitting room in a mall in KL n i only rmmber bout it when i was in d cashier counter. It was too late..somebody had taken it ..maybe~~ I lost everything in it..my motorola hp, lipglosses, my LV keychain n most importantly is d bag..its an ori Louis vuitton n quite expensive. i really love dat bag but un42nately,i lost it..one lucky thing was dat..i was not been able to put my wallet in it..so,it was safe la.. .this happened in 2006..1 month b4 i came to ukm..so sad n dis is d 2nd hp dat i lost bcoz of my fault..:( consequently, my aprents wud not let me own a gud hp anymore..i’ve 2 use my ordinary current hp je..:( mom,dad..i want a new hp,and a new lv bag.. huuuuuu,..i took dis pic about one week after i got d bag n d hp from my parents..so sad so saddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Towel

~Some may say dat "towel pun nak letak dlm blog"..hehe..hey,dis is not an odnary towel..its so meaningful to me bcoz its from him…:)haha.. yes,btul,dia yg kasi..but i havent used dis towel n maybe i’ll just keep it..things written on d towel is also meaningful to me..u cant see it kan..owh..its a secret..read my previous post :"better left unsaid" to know more…realy luv d towel..there’s a reason n meaning of why he gave me a towel..only we know..tq sayang..xoxoxo..

OTHER MEANINGFUL STUFFS

ok..
thats all..
there r lot more meaningful stuffs that r in my collections but ..
this is all for now..
i’ll post it in other posts la..
will take a gud care of all those stuffs 4 d rest of my life..!

  It has been only 2 days dat I left my family..and now,I’m missing them terribly again..
    I went back 2 kedah last week for about 11 days..havin my study week b4 my final. After some tymes, I had d chance 2 meet mom,dad,granny katherinee,n all my realtives there.. i had great tymes there even tho it was only 11 days of break.
     My xm is startin on April 30th,or next week but i’ve 2 come back early to UKM coz mom n dad r having a vacation in Bali on 23rd. So,on 21st, i went back to kepong first n my bro sent me back to UKM on 22nd.i cant stay in kepong longer coz my sis in law is abroad..of coz i can stay wit my bro but its not appropriate la..even tho i’m so close wit bro.
     It was a 11days of happy break at my hometown..really enjoy it..we went for a family vacation, we had Katherjee’s side family gathering n i ate lotsa good mom’s n granny’s cook.
    i had laddu, capathi, n d best hot curry ever.. of coz nani yg masak sume tu.btw,nani is referring to my granny.in hindi or urdu kot ,it is "nani" coz my granny is a hindi. Mom cooked laksa penang for me..i miss her cook especially laksa. un42nately,mom cant really cook hindi food so she learn only how 2 cook malay food..but not all malay food la..she cant really cook but her cooks r good..n i miss it. So,during 11 days of break,i ate lotsa gud foods,all were my fav foods..:) Thanx nani n mom..
        On april 18, we had our family gathering at nani’s house for nani’s side of family only. but other relatives who r from dad’s side n so on were also invited. however,most of d relatives dat were in d gathering r of hindi lookings n pretty sumenye..aku je yg lain..hehe..
    As a tradition n adat resam, we served hindi food..laddu is a must..but we oso included some other foods like mutton curry(i dun eat it,k..), roti nan, cengkih tea, n ntah apa2 lagi namanya..i really dunno la..all i knoe is,i ate all except for d mutton.
    on dat gathering, nani asked me 2 wear tudung n she helped me with it..:) luckily she didnt ask me 2 wear d punjabi suit like she owez do..its so panas being in dat suit..even tho its so beautiful..all in all, i really love dat day..i met my far away relatives n really love em..sorry i cant upload the pics on dat day coz nani has told me not 2 do so..i got d "suka berahsia" attitude from her maybe..hehe..
        i miss all of em..mom n dad r in bali now,honeymoon again maybe…hehe..n tehy’ll stay in kdah forever n ever..maybe.. Un42nately,big bro n his family cant be there during d break cos he had to work n sis ila,my in law was bz as well wit her work n Master. and,tq very much for my dad who bought me a beautiful kain from ——- as a present. thanx dad..i love u n i miss u and mom..
        i oso miss my nani..she’s so pretty but she’ll kill me if i upload her pics in internet. she’s not a techno-blind,k..so,she’ll find out if i upload her pic here pun..:( sumtymes,i really wanna look like her..her greenish large eyes, n hindi looks..hmm…so pretty but i dun look like dat at all. i look like a malay of coz. but its ok, i ‘m bersyukur rd. nani sayang, Naina Katherinee Sharifth Katherjee, I miss u truly…xoxoxo..
        i got d chance 2 meet my beloved cousins as well during last break..i met shr.patricia(Pat), sis dillea, sis paola, bastien, abg shidie, kak sofia, nurul, shr. azizah, n many more.
    But,i was kinda sad n disappointed for not havin d chance yet 2 meet my other cusins n frens like sis danielle who is dillea’s twin n she’s in switzrland, sis affa coz she’s in tokyo, t.mukhry who’s in UK n dh stay sana..geram btul kat dia tu :(,
    n most of all,i miss my best fren who is studyin n livin wit his family in UK,..tg.darwith.. we met since we were toddlers..sumtymes he comes back to mlysia la coz his hometown is in kedah. really miss dis guy…he’s a jovial n so fun n com4table 2 b his fren. miss u With.         
    there r i week 2 go b4 my 1st paper..i’m feelin so dull 2 be in dis hostel..d only reason i cud survive here is bcoz i have R..he’s owez b by my side n we meet almost evryday..sumtymes, his bro oso come n meet me here in UKM..i’ll talk bout his bro in other post k..
        till then..bubye..
        feel better after telling u how i miss important persons in my life here..tq for readin..xoxo

~~HANNAH~~

Hullo frens..:)
    1st of all,i just cant sleep yet even tho its almost 2a.m. rd..its ok coz i got nothin else 2 do than doin my revision 4 d exam..n my 1st paper will start on 30-04-08..sumthing is running in my mind now n it disturbs me..maybe dis is oso d reason i cant sleep yet..i keep thinkin bout it..n i decide to describe evrythng here..
    actually,i come 2 realise that i’ve hidden lotsa things from my frens n even some far away relatives. I’ve 2 do so..n now,i’m feelin uncom4table to do so when people keep pursuing me 2 reveal d truth..its about my love life. its not a secret anymore dat i’m in love wit sum1 and  most of my frens n relatives know bout dat..but dats not d problem now..its sumthing else..Eill tell u later..
    Now,lemme bring u back 2 how i get 2 kno my love. 1st, u’ve 2 kno dat my taste is mature guy who is older than me or exactly above 28 years old.thats my taste n my parents rule/condition if i wanna have a rlationship wit guy. So, since i was 16, i was in a rship wit an older guy. he was 26 at dat tyme..who else,of coz he’s E***N,my ex. i studied in kedah where he was in bangi living wit his parents n workin in selangor. dat was oso a reason i was dying to study in UKM,just 2 b close 2 him after hard years of living far from him. Finally, i got  study in UKM n takin my most fav course. i was so happy studyin near him n during weekend, i went 2 his mom’s house n spent tyme there bcoz her mom realy luv me n pamper me like her own daughter since she got no daugh. his dad is oso a gud one.however fine d rship was, it came to d end on d raya nite in 2006,several months after my first sem in UKM..
       i asked him to end our rship coz he lied bout sumthing 2wards me..nothing 2 do wit org ke3 or women but bout trust. i no longer trust ppl when they once lie 2 me n i believe dat it was his 1st lie since we were 2gether. but,b4 we broke up, i did meet one of his fren or his org atasan several tymes incidentally. we incidentally bumped into dat guy name "R" when we lunch out n so on n my ex did introduce me to R. R is an engineer in petronas, highly educated with phD. n of a very gud family bground but he wasn’t really interested in love. my ex told me dat he was too bz chasing his gud status in work, education, n society. i dun pay attention at all 2wards dis sombong guy..even tho he behaved nicely. we did talk only a few lines..haha ..coz i realy hate d way he acted..to me  R was an egoistic man n i secretly labelled him as bujang lapuk. yea, he was 30 rd when i met him n he was still single evn tho i cant deny dat he looks quite gud.
       However,….
       The next day after I broke up wit my ex, it was raya. and, of coz i was so sad during d raya..i felt guilty to end our rship yet i oso felt satisfied coz he lied 2 me. i kno dat my ex was n still sgt sdih but,i’ve made up my mind n i’ll not changed it. The 2nd raya came..n i still had to wear beautifully coz we had family gatehring on 2nd raya. i wore a black n pink kebaya labuh on dat 2nd raya n when i was bz helpin mom n my aunts at dapur, there was a car entering my granny’s bungalow at kedah. we were havin our family gatherin at granny’s house. i thought dat it was my uncle’s car coz he was late 4 d gatehrin but it was not uncle jeffry. it was….!! dipendekkan cerita, it was R and his family who wanted to merisik or meminang or wut so ever la..i was speechless,i cant think at dat tyme,i was kinda blured n confused..it was so sudden..unexpected at all..n luckily,my dad knows his dad. they let me 2 decide whether i wanna accept R or not..they gave me lotsa tymes 2 decide thoroughly ,wisely. i just cant believe it..he doesnt even talk much or pay attention 2 me b4,how come dat he said dat he fell in luv wit me to my family?? was he goin nut?? i hated him from dat tyme on..i still believed dat he was an egoistic n desperate to get married baru nk pinang i..i thought only negatively bout him on dat 2nd raya..n in my heart,i decided not to accept him..
        after d cuti raya,i went back 2 ukm n he asked me for a date. I agree coz i’ve my decision rd. i wanted 2 tell him dat i cant accept him. i dressed up like usual dat nyte..quite simple but maybe still interesting kot..haha..perasan. i was tremble all over when i was in his car. it was my dream car but dat will not make me change my mind la masa tu.. he tried 2 b nice 2wards me but i refused 2 do d same..i buat muka sombong i yg famous tu la..even tho deep in my hearrt,i was so takut, trembled,n my mind thought dat he looked gud dat nyte. we went 2 a gud restaurant in shah alam. he brought me 2 s.alam coz his mom wanted 2 meet me b4 she flied to UK,coz her hubby,R’s dad works there. after meeting mummy,we went for dinner. we had udang n beriani..mc pelik je menu tu,but it was nice. it was nice but i was malu2 gile coz he sat close 2 me n kept lookin at me wit full of love la kononnye..huh!! i incidentally bertembung wit his eyes..ahha..n i was like cair sgt2 dgn mata dia tu,n his smile maybe…until i came 2 realise dat i ate d udang’s kulit..hahaha..luckily, baru gigit,blum telan..sgt malu ,but i can hide it..ish,knpa la aku cair pula smpai jd mcm tu????aaahhhh…
        so,dat nyte,instead of tellin him dat i cant accept him, i changed my mind d next week when i declared dat i can try to love him..he helped me a lot after dat n became a new person. he claimed dat he fell in luv wit me since d 1st day he met me n my ex,but he pretended not 2 pay attntion 2wards me coz he was egoistic. n d main reason he got my eyes on me is bcoz of my chubbiness n d way i dun smile..but i looked so gud when i smile..haha..btul ke? I dun see d egoist R anymore after dat..n until now, he changed 2 a new R even tho sumtymes, still ada ego n muka serius dia tu. we r totally blissful n happily in love now..it has been about 2 years..i 4gave my ex rd but after knowin dat R meminang i, he moved to australia now. but sumtymes, R and I bumped into him n he greeted us nicely. his mom told me dat my ex is still lovin me n he hasn’t replaced me wit another gal..all d best 2 him,dats all i wish…
        n now..many know dat i’m happily in love wit R,and we’ve planned 4 our future…my family is oso happy wit dis rship ..no prob at all in our rship so far n we never fought..sikit2 mrajuk ada la..haha…but honestly, i’m happy wit him.
        but…theres one prob now..(back 2 d main point i post dis..hehe). problem dat is running in my head n annoyed me is dat…….many wanted 2 kno d status of our rship now whether we r in love, engaged, or even married now..yeah, i kno dat i’ve been hiding it from most of my frens n some relatives for some reasons la..but, frens,..pls undrstand me..i’m feelin so confuse now..i dunno how 2 tell u bout d real status..hope dat u’ll find it out yourself..i cant reveal it myself unless u find out urself. i’ve my own reason n d real status is a HUGE privacy. I apologise but sumtymes, things r better left unsaid..or Biarlah Rahsia..k.. siti n datuk k pun sama gak dulu kan..rahsia2 gak dulu,then only they reveal it..when d ryte tyme come..
         i am still studyin n i’m not ready yet 2 tell d truth. i just am not ready yet..pls respect my decision k..:( sorry.i’ve 2 hide it…i ‘m not ready yet 2 reveal it..k..but 4 those who r rd know bout dat, its ok,u deserve 2 kno..
so,pls dun keep tryin 2 reveal d truth k..
d tyme will come..n one more thing,i’m not ready yet 2 introduce R to my frens..
dats oso d reason i tend 2 blur our pics or crop it..
many asked me 2 meet em with R but i just dun wanna do so n so is R,
we r not ready yet or interested in such a way..i dunno why but ..ntah la..so confuse..
       u kno ..
    d main thing dat makes me feel disturbed until i post this is…bcos..
dis afternoon, i heard sum1 talked bout me n d person said:
"sape lelaki misteri yg selalu dgn dia tu?"
dat’s it…
hehe..
he’s not misteri..but this is not d ryte tyme..
d tyme will come n everything will be revealed completely…
sorry ya..
i love my frens but love life is different to me..
this is my principal n i dun wanna change it..
tq my frens n i’m sure dat u understand my situation..:)

do hit me back if theres any suggestions or opinions k..:)
tq every1..:)

This post is regardin a stupid person who tried to make fool of me..
Yet, d so n so didnt know dat she is a failure..
she is so stupid,so bengongs..so many bad things surrounds her actually..
i kno dat she’s tryin to view my frenster but she cant since my profile is restricted 2 frens or those who i approved only..
but..becos of d person’s curiousity perhaps or d evil dat is in her heart..
she viewed me thru her frens who r in my fren’s list..
she thought dat i’ll nvr find out,she thot dat she did it so discreetly, so secretly..
ahhahaha..big laugh to u..!
I KNO DAT FROM D 1ST TYME U DID IT!!
i’m a very alert person when it comes to this kinda thing..
i’m very talented in this k..in judging a perosn like u..
so pls dun pull my legs..pls dun make fool of me..n dun think dat i am stupid like u..
i may look like i dun know anythng bout bad things u spreaded bout me..
i may look like i’m not an active person or i dun pay attention to things dat u’ve done secretly behind me..
hey silly,i kno n alert bout all dat k !!
once u kno who i really am, wut damn things dat i can do 2 u..,then only u’ll regret ur  misbehaved 2wards me!
i dun care at all wut u wanna think bout me,wut rumors u wanna spread bout me, wut ever,just do it,,..i dun care,
i’;m happy wit my own life now..my life is so complete,so perfect now n wut u did does not matter at all 2 me..
heck me how many tymes u lyke..i’m still having a gud life..
u cant bother me at all..
i can still take it now..i cant still b patient with wut u do to me now,but when i really get disturbed by u,u’ll get it,n ur life will be in misery..HAHAHAHAHAHAH….!

Up 2 u la if u wanna view my profile thru ur frens again n again..
i kno wut u did..n wut u gonna do..k..:)
so pls..be careful..:)
owh..btw..i will also kno if u create a new profile in d name of others..haha..
i wont approve u..haha..
buat apa…lg pun,u kan blh view i thru ur frens..hehe..
u r so brave,smart n brilliant..tabik la i kat u..:)
so,my advice is jgn cari pasal dgn orang kiranya org tu x kacau hidup u..
coz bila dia gangu hdup u balik,u akan merana..
d same thing goes to u if u try 2 heck me again..:)
u looks so stupid when i kno wut u did..hehe..nk view i sgt knapa?
wut do u wanna look for?
my pics,my details????
if u dun like it when others cakap belakang pasal u,jgn buat d same thing to others k..:)
just lemme know anythng u r not satisfied wit..just face me!! we can settle..
i never have any prob wit others b4..
dun lemme do sumthng u’ll regret..k..i can do many things 2 u but i just b patient coz i still have d humanities in me..:)

k..
n for those who r involve,pls dun open up my page in order 2 let others view me..
it not a gud thing to do,fren..if u think dat i’;m ur fren,pls have some res[ect 2wards me..
i never disturb ur life b4 even tho i’ve problem wit one of ur fren,so,dun get involve..
i hate havin prob with others..
my life is peaceful..dun want any prob wit any1..
i dun have any prob wit u b4 so dun help others to heck me..
or in this case, dun help others 2 view my page..
if its private then its private la..
pls respect my privacy..i nvr disturb urs so pls dun dsturd mine..
There’ nothin in my page..just ada my pics,comments n etc..so apa yg dicarinya?
pls stop it n have some respect k..:)

thank u..:)

HANNAH

forever